December 2011
1 post
I try to smile,
I failed,
I try to laugh,
I failed.
June 2011
4 posts
lost a friend already.
what have i done….
If i have an opportunity to turn back the time, would i?
Would i want to forget all the pain that burning inside me
Or would i rather keep all the pain and have you as the cure?
The pain keep gripping tight my heart and leave the sorrow for me to enjoy it..
Am I beautiful? Am I ugly?? Why that fat, short, dark skin girl with pimples and wrinkles all over her face got that a hunk, macho guy? Well…don’t judge a book by its cover. Before you point that laser beam out from your point finger to the others, please scan yourself with the same laser.
May 2011
1 post
Heart hurt
Sometimes when I want to laugh…it can’t reach to my soul..
It can’t even make me totally happy..
But whenever I’m sad, its killing my heart..
Completely makes my life in sorrow..
April 2011
1 post
Thank You...
Thank you Allah for giving me life that full of colors.. For giving me hopes when I nearly drowned in my darkest life..For giving me back this feeling that I’ve lost it long before.. Dear Lord, please let me be in this feeling and this color until I die..
Thank you mom, sisters, brother and friends for loving me as I am. For giving me chance to rebuild my life besides yours. Thank you for...
January 2011
1 post
A guy asked a Muslim.
Why do ur girls cover up their body and hair?The Muslim guy smiled and got two sweets he opened the first one and kept the other one closed.He thrown them both on the dusty floor and asked the guy:If I asked u to take one of the sweets which one u will choose?The Man replied:The covered one Then the Muslim said that’s how we treat and see our women (:
December 2010
2 posts
I do a mistake and I remake the same mistake.
Over and over again.
Hey you!! Smile…everyone looking at you.
Even your heart cry so loud.
Even your eyes’ temperature increase.
Even your heart feels like has been pull out.
Just smile…
I’m ok..
October 2010
1 post
July 2010
1 post
“I love you. I love to know that you love me. I love the way you love me loving...”
– All lovers
June 2010
3 posts
?
There are too much question in my life but none of them can be solve
Listen
May 2010
2 posts
Face with smile, heart with sorrow,
Try to pretend, but i failed,
Hating the love is so much painful…
Why does girl always being fools by the guys..
But somehow girl always make the guys goes crazy..
When the girls think too much..
The guys just don’t know what to think..
Life is beautiful…haha
April 2010
5 posts
My body full with acid,
That make me hard to breath and struggle to move.
I’ve become so lazy now…haha
I wish....
Yesterday I wish the time was 18:00
Today I wish everyday is holiday…
<So tired of working>
Yawn~~
My highest achievement
My highest achievement is when my stomach doesn’t feel anything but when I sit in there suddenly I can make my stomach empty. Haha.. I feel so goood!!
Love to know that people still realize my existance..
Even I just sit here quietly
No intention at all to attract others attention..
March 2010
1 post
Dear Mr. Rainbow
Hi Mr Rainbow..
You’ll always come and cheer me up after the rainy day. I wonder how can you just silently show up you colour and stand still to make me happy.. By looking at you I just forget the dark cloud and I can smile again to face the world..Thanks Mr Rainbow..
February 2010
4 posts
Malam ini bulan terang
Walaupun tak mengambang penuh namun ia cantik
Aku mahu hadiahkan bulan ini kepada kau
Moga kau mahu menerimanya
Jika kau menutup mata
Aku harap kau masih dapat melihat cahayanya
Walaupun sedikit..
“Lost is when you running till your feet bleeding but you don’t go anywhere...”
– Al-ADaharikarimari
Malam ini ku lihat bulan terlalu cantik..
Ku cuba mencapai dengan tanganku
Aku jingkitkan kaki ku setinggi mungkin..
Namun usaha ku gagal..
Mungkin aku perlu menaiki tangga untuk menggapainya..
Jika kau percaya aku, kau akan tahu aku adalah contengan abstrak di dinding kayu ini..
Yang dilukis oleh banyak tangan keras si buta seni.
Dengan warna-warna kontra yang menyakitkan mata.
Hanya membuatkan aku malu dengan hasil yang aku terima.
Dan si buta seni ketawa beramai-ramai melihat hasil mereka.
Warna yang terpalit ditangan mereka bisa dicuci dengan mudah.
Aku biarkan saja..
January 2010
8 posts
Aku duduk dalam kegelapan malam
Bertemankan cahaya lilin yang semakin malap
Kornea mataku membesar
Cuba mengumpul cahaya itu sebanyak mungkin
Lalu aku dapat melihat disekelilingku namun berbalam-balam
Akhirnya cahaya itu mati
Dan aku tak mampu melihat lagi
Situasi 1
Emak garang: Kenapa kau tak basuh mangkuk kau
Anak malang: Saya penat mak sampai terlupa
Emak garang: Kau pemalas. Dah reti pakai tak reti basuh
Situasi 2
Emak garang: Kenapa kau tak basuh mangkuk kakak kau ni.
Anak malang: Sebab dia tak tolong basuh mangkuk saya semalam mak
Emak garang: Kau berkira sangat. Pemalas. Tak mahu tolong kakak kau basuh mangkuk
Sesat jalan: Maaf, boleh anda bantu saya?
Petunjuk arah: Ya, sudah tentu.
Sesat jalan: Anda tahu bagaimana boleh saya mati dengan cepat tanpa rasa sakit? Dengan cara tembak kepala sendiri atau terjun dari bangunan yang tinggi?
Petunjuk arah: Oh senang saja, keduanya tidak membantu.
Sesat jalan: Jadi bagaimana
Petunjuk arah: Tidur mati
If you think you know me then you wrong
You’re damn wrong if you think you can read my mind
You see me but you don’t see me clearly
You can judge me
With all your words
If only you know what you’re saying
I’m not as you can see
I’m not that simple
At night I love to lay down on earth
Staring at the million of stars
Picking up one that I love most
Then I wrote your name there
Hoping that you will stay there forever
To accompany me every night
When I lay down on earth again
Without love make me lost..
Love make me sick..
Heart broken really make me die…
December 2009
8 posts
This morning I wake up
With tears in my eyes
I dream about you, and me…about us
This tears won’t stop
Even I laugh so loud
Even I smile in front of everyone
I can’t see the path that I’ve walk through this year
It is dark eventhough the sun shine brightly
I standing here alone in silent
Thinking for a better reason why should I live…
I’m wearing this lucky mask that never dissappointing me.
Nobody realize it because it was drawed with bright eyes and cheerful smile.
Nobody ever seen the real face behind it.
I wish I could be like my mask..
Can I..?
“Cinta itu ibarat perasaan ketika sakit perut.. Tak tahu nak berak ke atau...”
– Adah
I’m a cheap puppet
Made by old wood
Too old that termites love to eat
Vulnerable that even a baby can crush me
I’m cheap that anyone can buy me
But no one seems want to buy
Coz I’m not a barbie doll
I’m not a princess
I’m just a puppet
“Jangan suka sangat… Suka-suka, lama-lama jadi duka….”
– Arwah atuk
Tik tok tik tok….
Masa itu berdetik-detik…
Aku duduk di kerusi ini…
Kerusi pun mengeluh menanggung beratku..
Aku buat tak dengar..
Aku1: Ape yang kau buat
Aku2: Ntah
Aku1: Untuk ape kau jage ati orang lain
Aku2: Aku xde ati
Aku1: Kenapa
Aku2: Sudah dicampak kedalam tong sampah
Aku ni berat…jika aku jatuh kau sanggup bantu aku..?